Embracing and Feeling

So much has happen in the last weekend
ermm.... there were harsh times, happy times and even spiritual time
all spent with friends
all very pleasant (some less than others though)

On friday
i've finally rid of the heavy burden haunting for the past week
i was at a breaking point waiting to crack
luckily it came to an end before i blow a fuse
friday was the day i passed up my assignment
gotten through my presentations
and seated for my mid terms
it was such a relief when it came to an end
to finally have a chance to catch a breath
that night i celebrated with friends
we watch movie and ate dinner, supper together
it is moments like this that i have friends
friends who enjoy fun times and suffer bad times together

Saturday was the day to relax
i when to meet up with some friends in the morning
which ended up spending the whole day with them
i had a chance to open up my heart to a dear friend
about my worries, my feelings and thoughts
i guess everyone needs to open up to someone once in a while
i am blessed to have such friends who are willing to listen and give advice

sunday was the most happening day of the weekend
i got to witness a Baptist ceremony
actually several times on the same day
it was wonderful
to leave everything of the past behind to restart anew
i hope that my chance will come
but not before i am ready
my friends testimony was a touching one
one that i think i will remember from now and then
the same night
we when to catch a play about a man's real life experience
on how his life was a mess before and how his life changed after getting to know God
to my surprise my life is more or less like his
without drugs and gambling and other illegal stuff

on the way back
i was actually afraid of something my friend said
afraid to a point i never felt in a long time since the first time
the worst part of it was
when i told him
he felt guilty about it until he called me up to apologize
after hearing what he said
i must admit i was still afraid of a few things
but was a lot more relief
however i felt bad to have him feeling guilty
so if you ever read my blogs
"i'm sorry to be weak, i'll try to be stronger from now on"

ermm...
Christmas is literally at a corner now
and i am looking forward to it
so joy to the world
and merry Christmas to my loved ones
my friends, my family