of course, i thank all the people that wished and celebrated with me via many means. although some celebration borderline at awkward and even embarrassing, i find it.... refreshing, to an extend. cause it proves that im still here and still me, and all these people are with me back then and still here now. though some might be new, i find that tradition have to start somewhere and someone has to start them. of course, revenge is as sweet as the taste of sugar.
thats one of the direction at the cross road the merrier one, but the other does seem as sparkling. thinking about how thinks was all the way back, sure i have gained a lot, but what about those that i've lost? as my favorite quote, one of my favorite anyway: "I'VE NEVER REGRETED THE THINGS I'VE DONE AND CHOICES I'VE MADE, THE REGRETS ARE FOR THOSE THAT I DIDN'T". Choosing always meaning on over the other and no one can really tell whether the choices are right. Looking back, i know i have made mistakes. Although i doubt i will do differently even if i was given the chance, but will i repeat them in the future?
the pass events and choices that results in who am i today, what ive got in my life today, its time to remeasure values, boundaries, consequence and lengths.
i'm 23 today !!!! not sure if it is right or wrong, i know i wont like it, but time to shed skin for a new change~~
note: never forget who we were, because we are who we are and that's what that made us who we will be
