Selfish

is it really that much to ask some things for ourselves? are demands really that much of a burden to others to be held back for the sake of "moral"?

many becomes the truth

if someone say something about us, its either spite or joke or sarcasm.

if 10 ppl tell us the same thing, it could be rumors or trend.

if 10 friends tell us the same thing, it is most probably true.

and if more than 10 friends say the same thing. its a fact !

ps: i am thin.

q: time to get fat ?

Irony: nature

are bad thing happening in mother nature part of God's intend? if so, praying against it isn't it... irony ?

Irony: truth and lies

Truth is so highly exaggerated, people say they want it but never like what they hear. Ironically, lies aren't very much welcomed, but people are so happy to hear them...

INEVITABLE

while not as perspective (i agree since its not hard to notice) as Buddha, there are a lot of aspects in life that one will have to face before dying, the ultimate inevitable. Other than birth, age, sick and death, goodbyes are also a painful inevitable, which of course, for some more than others. Times of failure, regrets and the list goes on....

as balance dictates, we are blessed with good "inevitable"s too, such as unions, love, happiness, salvation, success, food and etc. why do people like listing the bad instead of the good? is it human habit to complaint about the bad than to boast about the good?

ps: keep good inevitable in a list as a reminder of blessed events that had or will be~

Bad influence

bad influence by majority, and for majority is not welcomed. but one needs bad influence to realize what's good and to know how to differentiate between the two. if all one knows are good things, then bad things will look so.... interesting and welcoming.

THE IRONY that is life...

Existence

We celebrate people around us because they are loving proof that we exist. Our special dates such as birthdays and anniversaries are spent with different people the knows us.

For ponder:

Who do we invite for our most special date if the list is limited?

20th January cross road

once again this day arrived and i find myself at cross roads. and this year, the "s" should be S. had one of the revelation type of epiphanies.

of course, i thank all the people that wished and celebrated with me via many means. although some celebration borderline at awkward and even embarrassing, i find it.... refreshing, to an extend. cause it proves that im still here and still me, and all these people are with me back then and still here now. though some might be new, i find that tradition have to start somewhere and someone has to start them. of course, revenge is as sweet as the taste of sugar.

thats one of the direction at the cross road the merrier one, but the other does seem as sparkling. thinking about how thinks was all the way back, sure i have gained a lot, but what about those that i've lost? as my favorite quote, one of my favorite anyway: "I'VE NEVER REGRETED THE THINGS I'VE DONE AND CHOICES I'VE MADE, THE REGRETS ARE FOR THOSE THAT I DIDN'T". Choosing always meaning on over the other and no one can really tell whether the choices are right. Looking back, i know i have made mistakes. Although i doubt i will do differently even if i was given the chance, but will i repeat them in the future?

the pass events and choices that results in who am i today, what ive got in my life today, its time to remeasure values, boundaries, consequence and lengths.

i'm 23 today !!!! not sure if it is right or wrong, i know i wont like it, but time to shed skin for a new change~~

note: never forget who we were, because we are who we are and that's what that made us who we will be