those who define us

being around different people all the time really does change oneself. being in a class of 50++ there are enough clicks or groups or gangs. as seasons change i guess people do too. there have been a lot of individual "migrating" around.

not sure im considered one of them but people sure beginning to think that. though not quite sure if thats a good thing or bad. i'll admit i have been floating around more often that i normally do, but have i changed as a result of this ??

it is rather visible that people changed as they changed into their clicks. is this adaptability ? is this fitting in? or simply acceptance ?? did those people change to become more of themselves by joining other clicks? or did they change to fit into them?

loneliness really is scary as much as it is inevitable, guess it is true to an extend that i can relate. hence the moving, migrating, fitting in, the changing of clicks and gangs. i'll admit that being around different people does makes one go through different things, do different things, adopting new habits and that might change you a bit in order to fit in.

for one i'll be myself no matter which gang im in. as much as i am afraid of be lonely , i am more afraid of losing myself. its just the measurement of spotlight i take. whether to stand out or stand down, being true to myself is the best~~